It has been such a long time since we’ve talked about Meghan Markle and Prince Harry on this blog, but today I have some juicy tea to spill.

I got this information in March 2022 and I was truly debating on whether or not I should post about it, but here we are!

Disclaimer: Everything is according to a source unless otherwise stated.

Trigger warning: I am going to discuss some heavy topics such as mental issues, drug problems, feeling suicidal, and so on. Read on your own accord.

Meghan’s Personal Struggles

If you guys recall from Meghan and Harry’s explosive interview with Oprah last year, Meghan spoke a lot about feeling suicidal.

She was also heavily criticized because people felt as if she was using this as just another reason to leave the royal family and do things of her own accord. I never really doubted her feelings because the criticism she received from everyone was pretty tough, but people argue that she brought it upon herself because she didn’t want to comply with the royal family’s rules.

People sympathize with Meghan because of the big bad old royal family, but critics say that she shouldn’t have expected to marry into the family and get special treatment; when really she should be following THEIR rules and traditions, instead of expecting others to follow hers.

So that’s the little synopsis of the general reasons as to why people criticized Meghan for marrying Harry and then the aftermath of everything with them leaving. I have multiple posts and videos about this that you guys can check out for more information.

But nonetheless!

My source tells me, “Meghan was actually telling the truth about feeling suicidal in the Oprah interview. This is a pretty heavy topic involving things like mental issues and emotional anxiety. From her time as a royal, she’s had a really hard time fitting in with the firm. Of course, we already know that this was majorly her fault because of her selfish ways, but what my source confirms is that she is indeed mentally unstable.”

I didn’t think she was lying about her mental issues in the Oprah interview because I too would expect to have those issues if things aren’t going according to my plan, but it’s the fact that she painted a story of how she was the only one struggling and nobody went to help her when in reality, she wanted out. That was the only way she would feel content.

So regarding Meghan’s personal struggles with mental health, those are things that Harry already knew when he met her because she was vulnerable with him.

My source claims that she did this because “she was in the midst of love bombing and cosplaying Princess Diana so that she could eventually become his wife.”

The way Meghan tries to take on the role of being the new Diana is what has always made me uneasy about her because that’s a man’s dead mother that you’re trying to play on.

Wearing her favorite perfume when going on dates with him, having an extensive obsession with Diana according to childhood friends, but then pleading “idk anything about the brits lol hehe” it’s just… it’s hard to believe that she did things without an agenda.

This instability of Meghan’s unhappiness has apparently led her down the rabbit hole that most celebrities go down… drugs.

My source alleges that “Meghan does drugs.”

However, she tells me that it’s nothing heavy like heroin or meth such as the likes that we are used to talking about when it comes to messy young Hollywood on this blog.

“She drinks a lot of alcohol and smokes a lot of weed. There was even some speculation that she does cocaine.”

One thing that many people forget about Meghan is that before the rebrand as a classy royal, she was… kind of a party girl.

There are photos of her topless on yachts with friends, she would go clubbing, and basically do what everyone in Hollywood would do.

At her first wedding in Jamaica, she even served the guests weed despite it being illegal back in the day.

The point is, it’s not really surprising to hear of her doing anything of that sort when it’s something that she would do in her actress days. She may have rebranded publicly, but old habits die hard.

My source even says that “She used to do this while working in Canada on Suits” and that other sources have said that drinking and smoking are some ways of self-medicating when she’s stressed or has an episode.

In January 2020, Meghan was photographed taking a walk with Archie who was strapped to her body in a baby carrier.

She was heavily criticized for how she was using the baby carrier with Archie just hanging off sideways as Meghan grinned into the paparazzi lens.

My source alleges that “she was high off her ass.”

Meghan’s Temper and Behavior

To most, it’s really hard to believe that soft spoken elegant Meghan can raise her voice or have a tantrum.

But as we learned on this blog, it’s always the soft spoken ones that have the loudest voice.

Take a look at Amber Heard who talks so eloquently and calm in interviews, but is heard on tape yelling at Johnny, throwing things, and being a pro at mocking.

There have been many many reports of the palace staff, former staff, and employees, in general, saying that Meghan is someone who has a temper and is violent. There was an entire investigation going on into claims that both her and Harry bullied staff.

Some chose to believe that and others chose to say that that was a smear campaign by the royal family to debunk what Meghan and Harry said on Oprah.

The investigation quietly wrapped up as the results are said to be buried by Buckingham Palace and they don’t plan to release them. Some are saying that’s because the investigation reflects more poorly on the royal family than Meghan, others are saying the queen just wants to maintain peace between both Meghan & Harry for everyone’s sake.

What do you guys think?

My source claims that Meghan “has a wicked temper and is extremely violent. When I say violent, I mean she throws things, screams at the top of her lungs, sometimes cries hysterically, and overall acts like a lunatic.”

Something about this reminds me of the Australia incident.

Meghan and Harry’s Australian tour was a big mess and heavily documented in Lady C’s book about them. Apparently, Meghan threw hot tea at an Australian government house staff member and then paid $250k as hush money.

I haven’t read the book, but it’s hard to believe that this story was published and Meghan didn’t sue for defamation considering it’s a damning story. There’s a lot that supposedly happened on the Australian tour, but we’re not going to get into it now.

All I’m saying is that this new information from my source, it makes the endless reports that came out over the years a little more believable because it’s not like everyone is out to get Meghan.

My source also cites Meghan’s “inflated ego” and how “being the wife of a Prince has not only gassed her head up, but I think with the different cultural customs, it made it all the worse for her. Along with not understanding the British customs, that is where her treatment of staff comes from.”

I definitely think that Meghan walks around waiting for people to cater to her and adjust to her customs. A lot of the reports that came out throughout the years were of Meghan being rude to staff and refusing to adjust to the customs of the country she’s in.

We saw that a lot with her time as an active member of the royal family and it was cited a lot during the Australian tour from hell where she apparently had that entire meltdown because she was given only a wing of the house as opposed to the whole thing.

Marriage With Harry is far from bliss

Harry and Meghan have been having marital problems for a while now with everyone waiting for a divorce. As I’ve said in the past, I don’t think a divorce would happen anytime soon considering their relationship is all they have.

They literally burned bridges for this and their marriage is their only selling point.

Now my source tells me that she heard something from a friend about how Meghan is apparently hunting for a richer man.

What do you guys think about that?

At first, it’s hard to believe considering I don’t see Meghan being smart enough to bag a billionaire and outdo her time as the prince’s wife, but she’s a smart woman who can successfully rebrand herself.

Apparently, Meghan knows that her time as the wife of the Prince has an “expiration date” and she’s assumingly working on her backup plan just in case this marriage goes up in flames.

I don’t find it far-fetched that she’s doing this because of her past and common sense.

For example, if they were to ever divorce, Harry will always have the royal family to fall back on.

Who does Meghan have? The burned bridges with her father? Her half sister? Her few & former industry friends that she cut off now that she got the spotlight?

And look at her past.

It was rumored that she was engaged to Cory Vitiello or at least still dating him when she met Harry, but she was quick to drop Cory’s ass for Harry. She was also quick to FedEx her ring from her first husband, Trevor Engelson when she was moving on to Cory.

Her history shows that she only has loyalty to herself only and the way she handles past relationships is a huge red flag. Don’t even get me started on the rumored marriage she had before Trevor that was apparently annulled!

So is it that far-fetched to believe that Meghan has like 9 backup plans just in case both her and Harry get divorced? Nope. I also find it more believable now considering their projects and investments haven’t been working in their favor.

Meghan’s project “Pearl” with Netflix got scrapped and they’ve been hiring people for that for MONTHS. They’ve yet to produce anything for Spotify and Netflix, and for every project they have, I have a hard time even recalling the name from how irrelevant and unprofitable it’s been.

No wonder why they were fighting tooth & nail to attend the Queen’s Platinum Jubilee. They had to cash in some of that royal family relevance.

My source tells me that no rich and powerful man wants to associate with Meghan right now and alleges that she supposedly made a pass at some of David Foster’s rich colleagues, but that didn’t go so well for her.

She also tells me that Harry and Meghan are “living beyond their means, whether that’s burning through Harry’s inheritance from Diana and the Queen Mother. The bad investments Meghan has been making and Harry’s stupidity in agreeing with her that their schemes would work.”

“Lastly, the Netflix and Spotify kerfuffles, where the CEOs want to desperately fire them. They’ve pissed off a lot of people with a lot of notoriety and overall in general. Their staff hates working for them.”

If you guys are unfamiliar with Meghan and Harry’s shenanigans as of late, you should defintily check out my Meghan & Harry playlist on Youtube.

But you have to know that there are jobs for Spotify and Netflix that they’ve been hiring for months and people assumingly keep dropping out because then Spotify & Netflix proceeds to post another job posting hoping to fulfill that same position.

So this was something that we saw with Meghan & Harry’s palace staff and it was written off as a smear campaign by the royals, but what about now? What about the fact that they haven’t been able to hire a solid team in their solo journey and accomplish anything meaningful a whole 2 years after departing from the royal family?

It’s one thing for these things to happen when they were senior royals of the royal family and it’s another to still see it with their life away from the royal family in blissful California.

Don’t even get me started about all the planned photo ops that are usually supplied by Backgrid.

Anyway, I will talk more about Meghan and Harry and the latest update with Netflix and Spotify in the next post!

Here are some messages between my source and I:

This was submitted to the Deuxmoi version of M&H and my source says it’s accurate:

For now, I hope you guys enjoyed this scandalous update on Meghan’s personal matters, their marriage, and their disastrous relationship that they can’t seem to make profitable at the very least.

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